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Kelsey
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Holy shit, I haven't written in this thing in such a looooooong time. Let's see. Life been getting good. For the past couple of months since I last written in here, a LOT of shit had happened, and my life started to go down the drain. But within the past two weeks, it seems that my life been slowly getting put back together. All the pieces that were missing, are now being found. School starts soon, it's almost been a year since Tony passed away..Saturday. I'm going to be down so much that day, but I'm going to be working the 8 hour shift. gah. Summer been going alright. Like I said earlier the past two months been hell for me, and that been pretty much the summer..But I been hanging out with Austin a lot of course, and Leah. Just recently Katie slept over, and we caught up on the good times. We haven't hung out since CHS was in session. If most of you don't know, Jake and I broke up a while ago, and that is where my life started to fall apart, and such. I broke up with him. And did some things that my mom didn't approve of, and that screwed up the relationship between me and her. It got so serious to a point, where I started to run away, but Leah, and Austin came and picked me up on the street. Things haven't been so great, but they are looking up. I am getting a new car on Tuesday...My aunts car finally. And my mom and I have been really close. We haven't been this close in a while.
We are finally getting computers put into work. I had to go to training for that, which went alright. I am currently looking for another job though, because I don't get that many hours where I am working, and I will be losing some more soon. But all in all, life has been alright. Ill update whenever I get the chance. much love |
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I really...really...really.. miss tony.
I love him...
It's killing me..
not seeing him |
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Happy Easter!
Today was good. I got woken up with Jake coming to my house...He got me a easter basket, and brought plastic eggs with candy in them, and hid them for my mom and I. Each egg color were special points, and there was prize 1-3, and then the grand prize. My mom was winning, so Jake and I did a little cheating, and he told me where some were. I ended up winning, and getting the grand prize, yahhh bitch! :) Jake worked so hard to make this special, and my mom to be happy. He's so cute. I love him!
This week we been hanging out a lot, and cuddling on the couch while watching t.v. <33 Today I wasn't really bitchy to Jake, yay!
Anyways, thank you Jake for making today special.
I love you.
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Alright, I'ma gonna do a REAL entry. So things been going pretty well. I've been pretty content with my life. Nothing been going wrong really. School is going alright, I was getting a d+ in effective communication, but now i'm getting a c-...YES! But I think it'll go up after I do my persusaive essay, and speech. Godd, that class sucks major ass.
Jake and I been getting a lot closer, and let's just say I love him, and I'm probably the luckiest girl on earth to have a bf like him. We been together for such a long time, and it's so amazing how we can never get tired of eachother. I love how I can act like myself, and a total idiot around him, and he doesn't care. No matter how big of a bitch I am, no matter how rude I am, he loves me, and doesn't love me less.
Work been going alright. Tomorrow I work 9-1. Then I'm hanging out with Katie and then bringing her to the mall, and then going to go home, and get ready to go to church. I was going to hang out with my cousin, but thats at 3.
Today I went to Hollister and got couple of new shirts, yay! I haven't gotten any new clothes in such a long time. But I have tons of shirts, I really should've gotten pants, but oh well, lol. I love hollister shirts, so I couldn't help myself.
A week from today I am getting my braces off, and I'm suppose to sleep over Katie's, and maybe see a movie. then I have work the next day, then going to my fondu partay at my other katies house, with rebecca, lindsey, and kayla, and my GPA groupie. Yay!!!
I miss my wifey.
Anyways, I'm going to get going. |
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Hey hey. Haven't written in here for a while. Things are going well. School is good, work is good, jake and i are good--so basically my life is good. I have this week coming up, and then couple days of school, and then I have my spring vacation--thank god. But it sucks because everybody else had theirs already, except mine. But it's good. I get to sleep late. I hope life is going well for you all. And Katie wifey--Ima text you sometime this week to see if you want to chill. I work Monday, Friday, and Saturday, so ill be texting you between those days. I miss you, and love you!!! I hope all is well for you. Alright, I'm gonna go. Don't really had anything to update on. Peace
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Hey. Sorry about the last entry, especially you Jake. I love you so much, and you're my everything. Don't worry, we'll never break up, we will always be together. We may get into our little fights but through it all, it just makes us closer. You are truly amazing, and we were brought together by fate. Anyways, things are going pretty well. Last night Jake and I did our sleep together on the phone thing. We actually made it through the night, and we were on the phone for 12 hours. We woke up with eachother, and to hear eachothers voice. It was amazing. I love him.
I went to work today for Melly because her parents are going to FL for couple of days, so she was having a party today, so I came into work for her at 1 so she can throw her party. Work was ok, I was really busy, but through it all, it was good.
Tomorrow it's suppose to snow. Suppose to be a bad blizzard, and like a foot of snow. It's going to suck. I have plans to chill with Swan and watch the first OC dvd that I got at my school library. Then go over Austins...I don't know if I will be able to do it though.
On Monday I have to go talk to my old teacher to see if I can help her out for a month, and work 20 hours a week there for my off campus internship for school. Hopefully I will be able to, if not, I have to go to my other teacher that I have in mind..
Katie wife and I talked yesterday, and it was good to hear from her--I missed her. Her dad proposed to his gf last night at the wolf pack hockey game..and it was on the news this morning!!! I hope Katie and I hang out sometime soon.
School is going pretty well. Lindsey and I are becoming really good friends, and I'm happy! She's coolness. But I miss all of my Coventry friends like w000ah.
Well, I'm going to go. Peace out
I love you guys!!! muahz
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Yeah, right now I pretty much hate life.
Screw it becaue Jakes an ass.
Goodbye. |
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Wow, I just randomly remembered this, and I was like "oh yeah...about the livejournal...i haven't written in that thing in forever" Ha, I am a loser.
So yeah, away from that, Life is going excellent. I'm in a extremely good mood tonight! School is awesome, i absoluety love it, work is going well, and stuffins.
This weekend I worked the 8 hour shift on saturday, and then when I got out, I went to the movies with Kayla, Katie, and Rebecca. Katie, and I wanted to see hoodwink, but Kayla didn't. Rebecca didn't give a shit, lol. That movie started at 6:30 and the movie that kayla wanted to see--underworld evolution started at 7:10. So we watched the beginning of Hoodwink, and it was a really cute movie, then we moved to the next movie, which is extremely dumb, and stupid.
On thursday Shannon, and I went to the movies and saw Hostel. The movie wasn't really scary, it was just reallly really gross! We went at 3:05, so nobody was there, and there was like one old lady in front of us, 3 teenagers in back of us, and just one random lady that kept moving seats, she was weird. The first like 45 minutes is the characters smoking pot, and having sex with these girls..It was interesting?? lol.
Sunday I spent the day with my mom :) Me and her went to Verizon and we both got new phones...camera phones!! I love my new cell, it is sexy <33 After that, we went out to eat at New England pizza, and got buffalo wings, and pizza. It was fun :)
Anyways, I'm going to go...I'm really tired.
I got work tomorrow after school...fun...not...
I love you
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Hey. I haven't updated this in a while, so I thought I would give it a shot. Right now I am waiting for Jake to come back from work, we got off the phone when he was leaving, and that was a while ago, and he still hasn't gotten back yet, so whatever.
Christmas was good. I got UConn women bball game tickets for February, so that is exciting, and my mom and i got tickets to go see the RedSox at fenway park, and our seats are RIGHT behind home plate. I know be jealous <3 My mom and I are going to stay 2 nights in boston, take a train there, and a train home. It'll be sweetness.
Work is going well. Melly just came back from VA, and today I saw her. After work me and her went to Dunkin Dounuts together. I missed her!! Shes cool to work with, but today she was upset because of her boyfriend who is a total jerk. Thank goodness I have Jake :)
School exams went well. When school starts again on the 3rd of January we have half days until the 18th, which kicks ass. We have intermission, and have awesome fun classes! I really miss my Coventry friends, I haven't been keeping in touch with them, as much as I would like. Katie and I are hardly friends anymore. We haven't hung out since God knows when..It been a realllllllly long time, and I just miss me and her being best friends, but I guess it is my fault we departed since I switched schools, and such...I just wish we were still best friends, but oh well, I guess you lose good friends as you go on, but I wish I didn't lose Katie...
Well I am gonna go on the thought of the last paragraph. Peace
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Heya. So, I got my laptop, I love it. It kicks major ass :)
School is going good. This week been exams. Tomorrow is my last day of exams, but HOPEFULLY we're having a snow day because I didn't study or anything..so ya. I'm screwed if we have school, but I'm sure we won't.
Lately I been chillin' at chuckie cheese with Jakie. I love everybody there!! Their all like my best friends, BUT Madysen or Tiffany will have to be my favorite. Tiffany sings love songs to Jake and I in the tubes, and is hilarious, while Madysen actually takes time to talk to me, and we get along very well. I can see her being one of my best friends :)
For Jake and I we will be together for almsot a year next month not counting our 2 little break ups. So ya that is exciting.
Christmas won't be that good this year. I don't want anythign relaly so i am not gettinganything, and I hardly bought anybody anything yet, and probably wont.
February I am getting my braces off.
Life been ok. Things with my father are shit, things with my moms bf is eh ok.
Well I'm going to go.
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Things been going alright I guess. School is going well, I stayed home today because thought *I* deserve a day off because a lot of shit been happening to me, and I didn't do my speech for Effective Communication..which is the main reason why I didn't go to school, lol. My weekend was ok. I worked on Saturday for 8 hours. It was pretty good, I got my swiss cleaners zip up hoodie <333 I love it! Sunday it snowed..I fuckin' hate snow, arg!!! My mom didn't want me driving in the snow since I just got my license 3 months ago, but soon enough she let me out, with the exception of her freaking out, and being worried about me every second. I picked Jake up, and we went to to Bob's, and to Circuit City. We both wore our Great Path Academy sweatshirt, so we were twins :) Ah, true love. After bob's and circuit city, we went to his work. I only stayed there a bit because my mom wanted me home because the roads were getting bad. I was really bored when Jake was fixing a key thingy for a game, so then I got bitchy as always, lol. But when he finished, I got in a good mood again, and enjoyed being there. I'm extremely happy because my laptop got shipped today, so I'll be getting it within the next few days. On black friday I ordered it. Jake and I went to wal*mart early in the morning to get a laptop, but of course they ran out of em within like 10 minutes of the store opening at 5 am. So we came back to my house, and ordered a laptop on dell.com, and then went into my room and fell asleep together <3 But he was on the floor, haha. Things been going alright for me I guess. My stepmom walked out on my father, left him with nothing. No couch, no bed, no barrows, nothing. Left him a note saying "I don't want to live like this anymore" When he came home a divorce marshall was at his doorstep, waiting to give him the divorce papers. My dad like flipped out, and drove all the way to South Carolina because he *knew* she was down there because her daughter, and grandson lives down there. Turns out she has her own apartment there, and been planning this since August. Well he went to her apartment I guess they talked? and then he drove back to CT within the past few days. Within this process, he didn't tell me he was driving down there, so I kept calling him, worried as hell thinking something happened to him. When he came b ack, he called, and then wanted to meet up with my sister, and i to tell us what happened down there because he didn't want to tell us over the phone?? Our date was going to be on Sunday, but on Saturday my mom called me, and told me he been put into the hospital because he is having a nervous breakdwon, and a lot of stuff...I'm not exactly sure why he was put in there. Then we found out on Sunday that my dad had been put into a psychriatric ward because they think he is suicidal...And my dad is going to be in there for such a long time...He haven't slept in a week, and haven't aten or anything... I always said I hated my dad, and I am mad at him for what he did to me, and my family. But I learned that I do care for him, and even though he is a terrible father, he still is my father, and I am just going to have to accept him for what he does for me, and can't have a grudge on what he can do to be a *real* father, etc. My mom's boyfriend is drinking more than ever. He is being terrible. There is no fighting or anything, but just the fact that he is still drinking after everything that been happening with him getting arrested, etc.is stupid. He is driving without license, while he is drunk, which he got pulled over for DUI to begin with. He's so stupid, and I hope he gets caught driving without his license, and being drunk at the same time so he gets put into jail for a longer time. At the same time I hope he doesn't get put into jail for a long time because if he does, my mom, and I will have to move because she won't be able to afford living here by herself... Ah, life sucks sometimes. Other than that, I am doing good, and couldn't be more happy than ever.
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My dads in the hospital...
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...wow....my life really sux right now.....there is nothing to make anything better at this point in life..
screw it all |
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Hi.
I am in loveeeeeee with Jakie. He's the best everrrrrrrrrrr |
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Life is good :) Damn straight, I just admitted that life is good, lol. So all of my Coventry peeps...I am going to the play tomorrow night! Ya'll better be there!!!! |
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Today was a good day except for work. And now my legs kill x.x |
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So..I got a haircut today..Its EXTREMELY short, but I'm in love with it <33333333333 |
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